You taught me love, you fed me the true feeling of connection and in the end you left me. In whose hands?! There is no answer.
I've been thinking about you for months and I can't find the reason why you left. Did you ever love me? Why wasn't I the woman of my dreams? Do you ever think about me?
I had heard people say that a person loves once, and as an adult I realized that a person loves once and for no reason.
I try to convince myself that you're gone and I still blame myself for not being able to hold you, while you left, never to return.
It kills me that you left me without giving up. I carried it all on my back, and your silence that I felt for all my questions during the 351 days together.
I feel you close and why I have been without seeing you and without touching you. This love is not changing, it is tiring me, it is exhausting me, but it is still not ending...
- Written for Anabel by an anonymous woman, for the “Untold Stories” column – the haven where we recount those moments when the heart wants to speak, whether about the good or the difficult, about the deepest feelings that we don't want to keep inside. If you too would like to share your story, write to us at [email protected] .
