Bella Hadid says the lack of "sexual, physical, emotional" barriers has led her to abuse and a high number of unhealthy relationships. The 25-year-old model has recently focused on mental health problems, sharing with all her emotional burdens, caused by repeated abuses.
"I was constantly coming back to the men, but also the women who had abused me. I started not creating barriers, not only sexually, physically and mentally, but it started to hinder me in my workspace as well ... I started to be that man "that pleases others and I became interested in the opinion of the whole world, while mine did not. This is because I had left all my values ??and abilities in other hands." - said the supermodel during a recent interview.
During the conversation Bella also talked about childhood and complicated relationships.
"I have always felt that my voice was not heard, so I have always had complications. I grew up with men who throughout my life have made me think that my voice is less valuable than their voice. Now I am in a completely different position. !
Hadid, once in a relationship with The Weeknd added that all of this affected her personal relationships while growing up.
"My nervous system could undergo fatal changes. I would fight or stay silent and walk away. There was no middle ground."
What made him come out of this dark state of mental health was the combination of therapies, meditation and a brief departure from social life, thus the beginning of a life that belongs to the real world.
Source: CNN
