I am 24 years old and I was always embarrassed about the way I look down there. Not so embarrassed enough to have sex, I have never had any complaints in this regard, but I always thought about my labia that was great. Earlier, I had made a cosmetic touch in the ear, which sounded good and I thought that even a labiaplast would help me with self-confidence.
So, two months ago, I went into operation. I just told one friend. I went and went back to the hospital alone. I told the chief that I was on vacation. I immediately realized that something was wrong. Instead of a reduction, they removed my labia. The first week after surgery was the worst week of my life. I cry several times a day. I even thought of being selfish. The consequences of my action began to appear gradually - I barely walked and sat. I could not tell my friend either - if I said aloud, I would feel even worse.
I searched and discovered that 95% of those who undergo this intervention come out happy from the hall. Why did my surgery go wrong? There was no effect on my lust, but I seem to have lost part of femininity. The idea of doing sex scares me; especially when I see mercy in someone's eyes after saying that I did it to myself.
I first went out with different boys, but now it seems impossible to me. I have never had a serious connection and I think it will never happen. Had to turn back time.
Written by an anonymous woman for The Guardian
St. red: Labia is the medical term for the vulva of the vulva, the outer part of the vagina. Labiaplastia is a cosmetic intervention that consists in reducing the labia.
