For Kendall Jenner, being a model is apparently not all she ever wanted or dreamed of in life. Between the climactic moments in modeling campaigns, walking down the runways of the world's metropolises in Paris or New York, millions of eyes following her and people admiring her... It looks like a colorful panorama so beautiful and adorable, a part of which every girl would like to be. But no! For Jenner it was the opposite! Modeling has not been the career that has opened the doors of success, but also those of loneliness and mental health problems.
"I'm not here to say I've had a very difficult journey, even though I've been a lucky girl," Kendall told the Anything Goes with Emma Chamberlain podcast. "I have had many challenges of my own, beyond the fact that I worked too much or was not engaged in various modeling campaigns for a long time."
Despite the fact that modeling has enabled her to travel to every corner of the world and this may seem like a dream for any young girl, for Jenner it has also brought a lot of loneliness, being away from her family for a long time.
"I had really dark nights when I was in different cities because of work and I just fell asleep crying myself to sleep. I hadn't seen my family in three months and I just felt alone all the time," Jenner added. "There have been a lot of certain moments where I'm like, 'What's going on, is this all worth it?'
To cope with this constant battle with loneliness, the supermodel said she has chosen to add some new things to her lifestyle, such as taking longer walks, spending fewer hours on the Internet, working fewer hours, etc.
Beyond that, modeling has been a fantastic opportunity for Kendall to see the world and meet different people.
"It's really a beautiful thing to be able to travel the world as I have done. I probably would never have traveled so much. I met a lot of wonderful people, so I'm very grateful for my experience.”
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