Camila Cabello shared with followers on social media all her experience with the paparazzi, which has affected her body image and self-esteem, an experience that seems tedious and above all sad.

For a long time, she has been in the "eye" of the paparazzi and has been constantly commented on social networks about her weight. Recently, after photos of her on a beach in Miami circulated online, the singer explained what she faces while simply wanting to enjoy some time outdoors.

Camila tells how many times she goes to the beach, she knows she will be photographed. Previous experiences have influenced her self-esteem. "I wore very small bikinis and did not pay attention to my appearance, then I looked at photos online and comments and I was very upset," she wrote.

As much as she tries to remind herself that there is no need to meet the expectations that people have for "a healthy woman's body" and constantly follows food podcasts, she follows women who accept cellulite, their stretch marks, bloated belly and weight fluctuations. , the singer emphasizes that after all she is a girl in her 20s, in the middle of a high number of promotions and definitely wants to look "good".

It was these sensations that influenced the last outing on the beach. Camila explains that she wore a new pair of bikinis, did not "eat anything heavy", held her breath so that her belly would not look too much, to the point that it hurt. And obviously the whole experience was exhausting.

"I was removed as if [the paparazzi] were not there. I saw a group of excited children when the waves crashed into them - no glasses, no jewelry, no self-control, just the innocence of the children - which is the feeling I always went for in nature. "I knew I looked 'good' in the picture and I thought I would feel fulfilled, but I have never had a worse time than that day at the beach," she says.

"For whom am I trying to look attractive if I am not attractive to myself and can not relax, have a good time and play on a beautiful day at the beach?"

In the comments, people thank him for the message. "This is so important," someone writes. "The most beautiful message. I really feel like the world is moving in that direction where we all want to be real. "I'm sorry for what he is going through," reads another comment.

Camila is not yet in the stage where she is not interested in comments at all, but writes that emotionally she is at a point where she is working to feel like she used to, when she was 7 years old and playing in the open sea, happy, when she breathed freely and took off like a mermaid.