The shooting of the first season of "Hostel by Anabel" was very difficult for Dea Michel, who in addition to the diploma exam, had to face a worrying health condition. In several posts on Instagram Stories, Dea writes, among other things:
"Oh God, what a moment this has been. Here I was shooting the first season of Hostel and working on the diploma topic, which was incredibly difficult at the same time. At the same time, I was undergoing medical examinations because I suspected that I might have a pretty scary disease. They have been the 1-2 most intense and tiring months of my life. I slept 3 hours a day, had a schedule of 15 minutes to cry every day, and then went back to work. ?
Fortunately, after numerous tests, it turned out that Dea was in good health.
"Then, as if by magic, I graduated with a grade of 9.5, the final answers of the analysis came from abroad and everything was fine. People thought I would never make it and told me I had to solve it. I overloaded myself, but I did it again and again with just my stubbornness and nothing else. When it was all over, I developed an unbelievable self-confidence because I know I have an iron will when I decide to do something. I also realized how important it is to be a gentle and kind person because you never know what someone is going through in front of you. ?
Dea adds that Anabel Lab was "her favorite world" and what she chose to tell people.
?Anabel Lab. This was my world of pleasure and I always told you that and I will continue to tell you whatever happens because I believe that one should only think of beautiful things and go through every situation with humor. And when they asked me how I was doing with the negative comments, I didn't mind that in the end no one knew what my life was really like and they only judged that beautiful and easy surface that I was showing you. "
"After all this hard work, I had a hard time losing it," Dea added.
"I thought I was incompetent, I was anxious, I didn't even want to leave the house and it took me a while to realize that sometimes being strong is accepting that you have moments of weakness, accepting the emotions that maybe you don't." you understand. I realized that the winners are not the ones who are perfect, neither the strongest nor the smartest, they are the ones who do not give up. And there are days when the biggest victory is getting out of bed and having breakfast. ?
At the end it is stated:
"It simply came to our notice then. Some do better [quarantine], it's important to get over it and that's it. We are all equally strong, it doesn't matter if we cry 24 hours a day or work 24 hours a day. Trust your process. Life is weird and we're all doing our best. ?