Its raining,

Do you know what I ever think? Rain is the brilliant finding of the mother of nature to keep the people together. Like any other mother at the end, who knows how to make her family happy and happy even when out there falls so much rain that she gets the courage to go out. Rain reminds me of my mom, in a day like this one, I would have caught my favorite corner in the living room, while my sister watched TV, my dad repaired what had been broken in the house and Mom cooked my favorite cakes. How happy I was, even though I did not understand it. Rather, the eyes of my eyes rushed out of the window and prayed that he might rain the rain.

If the rain failed many times to unite us, to share it came out. I still remember his terrible noise on window windows as you breathe the last breath. Even heaven wept for you Ma!

How much do you miss this house, dad, your friends, grandparents ... I'll give up everything today, out of the cafes, gyms, walks, everything that swallows my time and leave me nothing for you. Today I'm all here, alongside me, just you not. I thought that I would always be close to myself, that even if one day he would go, that day would be very distant Mamush.

Had I done things differently. Like 6 months ago, when even then it rained to sleep on the couch but to wake up and talk to you. To have your eyes open, to hear your sweet voice and to touch you. But late, too late!

This land, these roads will wreck over many years of rains but you will never be there to live. How Much Life Is Mom Is. How did my things make things so simple? God, I miss today.

Love you!