Invited to "S'e luan Topi", Fifi confessed a lot about her private life. At the moment when the song "Sun" was played, Fifi brought back the emotions and memories that this song brings.
With tears in her eyes, the singer said: "It reminds me of how they never understood me. This song reminds me of "BBVA 1", that period. I didn't know how to play, that's a little but accurate. I'm very sorry that people have only seen a toxic Fifi, they have only seen a Fifi who has a different approach than she does in reality. Of course I scream, cry, squirm and get back on my feet, laugh, sing and live. That's why I'm Fifi".
The singer added:
"I am very sorry that no one has understood my human side. They judged and prejudiced as they wanted. I'm also sorry that only bad things came out, because I wasn't negative. My journey in "BBVA 1" has had many colors, but only black and white ones have come out. I sang, I laughed, I shouted, I played," she said.
It was further followed:
"I am not a violent person, neither psychologically nor physically. They made it seem like I have mental problems, which is not true. I have problems with managing my emotions, but if I managed my feelings, the songs I write wouldn't be".
Fifi revealed that she has a hostage: "I didn't come out colorful Fifi, good as I am, because I have been good to everyone and this is painful. I was not like the others, I was Fifi with an intense journey and people knew me".
She said that hyperbolizing the situation when she fainted was painful and scary.
"When I fainted it was hyperbolized and destroyed, they parodied it. They said I didn't faint, but I faked it. It was painful, it was scary. There was a period when I was pregnant and I looked at it and thought, "Why are they using it again?" On the other hand, I didn't want to tell him that I was pregnant, because I told someone and he showed it to the whole world. I didn't want to show that I was pregnant because I didn't get pregnant for the opinion and social media, but I did for myself," she said and emphasized that the reason why she fainted was the argument with Balina Bodinaku.
Balina, then a columnist, told Fifi that she lost her attention and that she was trying to catch up with other people and according to the singer, this was the moment when the thought that she has lost her family, friends, that people hate her and that his career got out of hand.
"I don't remember what I did and what I said. I only remember the sentence: "I want to go out,", she said, indicating that she took medication after she fainted.
The singer showed that she cannot cope with strong nerves and the production was aware of this.
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