5 years ago, shortly after the marriage, Orinda Huta and Turjan Hysko learned that they were expecting a child, which they unfortunately lost after three months. In an interview for Mira Kazhani podcast, Orinda confessed about the experience that has left its mark on her life.
"It happened that I got pregnant very soon, right after marriage… (cries). I thought I would not have such moments for this. " I also told my friends who lost their first baby that that trail never left, "she said.
"I was just happy, of course. It was Easter period in fact when I found out I was pregnant, I too expected it as a great blessing from God. I remember singing the song" Somewhere over the rainbow ". I was with this chorus all the time. Stayed 3 months with me and then was no more. His heart stopped. "So I suffered a big fracture there."
"When I returned home, I was closed to myself. I locked myself in the room. I did not cry. " I probably still did not understand, "she added.
The moderator also said that part of the portals - which constantly wrote that she was pregnant - was difficult because "they were digging in an open wound". "However [the news] went on for months. And I do not know, every time I went out or gained any pounds, I was all pregnant. They did not understand. This happens commonly and in some way hurts people. I was looking for that pregnancy. I loved that pregnancy. "Dig me all the time where I had the wound open… still."
Orinda added that Atara, the couple's daughter, came to life at a time when perhaps she was no longer expecting him.
"God really gave me a gift, at a time I probably was not expecting anymore. Even though inside me, or even when I was talking to people, to encourage them, I told them that it would come. I will bring it anyway. In fact I have been convinced throughout my 4-year-old that God would bring it one day. In one form or another he would bring it. I also told Tur. We obeyed each other. Despite that in those moments, before I heard "Atara's arrival, it was as if I had started to get a little tired. This happens, I believe, to many mothers who suffer from the birth of a baby."
You can follow the full interview here .
