In the final episode of KUWTK, Kim explains the reason for the divorce: 'I'm tired of it'

In the latest episode of "Keeping Up With The Kardashians" (KUWTK), Kim Kardashian talks to her mother about marriage and being unhappy. In the scenes filmed in October, she says she had talked to a therapist and realized she was unhappy with the marriage. "I just want total happiness," Kim said.

Kim appeared much calmer on Thursday episode compared to last week when she talked about problems in her marriage to Kanye West.

"Of course, I know that complete happiness is not a reality, but if I can have more of it most of the time, that's all I want to have. Wherever it takes me, I just want my pure happiness, so I'm working on figuring out how to get there. "

In the following, Kim adds:

"I just feel like I worked so hard in life to achieve everything I wanted and I lived up to my expectations and 10 times more than I thought was possible, but I do not have a life to share these achievements."

During the conversation, Kim expressed that she felt lonely when Kanye moved to a farm in Wyoming while she stayed in California.

"I never thought I was lonely and I always thought it was perfectly fine, I could have my children, my husband moves from one state to another and I am traveling with him and I am ok."

But when she turned 40, she realized that she was not happy.

"After I turned 40 this year I realized, no, I do not want a man living in a country other than me. It’s sad for me and that’s not what I want. I want someone to have the same things in common, I want someone who wants to work with me. "

She said that although she was grateful for the "extravagant" experiences she had enjoyed, she was ready for the "smaller experiences" that she thought were most important.

"I'm numb, I'm tired of it, but I know I'll be happy. I did not get here just to get here, without being happy," she told her mother after urging her not to cry.

Burimet: USA Today, Sky News