A tragedy would radically change the life of Gift and her two daughters, Elvis and Rosella. For three years now, the head of the Boçi family no longer lives, leaving them at the mercy of fate. Living conditions are both terrible and dangerous. They live alone in the village of Upper Krutje, in Lushnje; in a dilapidated room, which seems to be drowning.
In addition to the trauma they still have, the two girls have lost all hope and confidence. They no longer dare to dream, they feel that life has stopped and for them.
?On July 9, 2017 he told us he would take us to the beach. We had never been. It was a beautiful place in Divjaka and he told me he was going to get a lap with the snapper. As they were coming back playing on the seashore, it was very shallow. As they were playing, the bird fell into a pit. He brought it out in the beginning, but they were both sunk. When he pulled out the oyster for the second time, he himself couldn't. I can't even believe it happened today, ?confesses the tearful Gift.
Rosela was only 10 when she saw her father lose her life. A trauma that accompanies it today, three years later. Making it closed in on itself and not talking to people. For Elvis, not meeting her dear one last time will be the biggest hurdle in life:
?On the day my father passed away, it was the last day I had any hope. That I told myself that things would be fine. I asked God for help to save him, but he did not answer me. So even now I have no hope for anything.
I've been without it for three years. He wouldn't go to sleep without falling asleep, he would always hold my hand. And now that I sit here and see that he is not with me, it is very bad. I feel very bad. I would just like to hug me once. "
In the room where the conditions are very bad, humidity is endangering health. While the family does not even have the minimum living conditions.
?Apart from the pain for the father, the conditions we live in are very difficult. The building is muddy and has a lot of humidity. Sometimes we get bogged down by books and it's hard to fix afterwards, ?Elvisa, who is only 16, said.
?This room is a lot of stress for girls. And that's another kind of pain that seems to set them apart from other peers as well. They clean the house, fix it as much as they can. And when they finish, they always say 'oh ma, will we ever have a beautiful house to clean it with?' ?
The gift tries to work, but living in the countryside makes it extremely difficult to find a stable job. As with a hurt heart and the despair of a helpless mother she calls for help.
?I work where the job is, even though I have a few difficult jobs. After doing some surgeries. Even though I may have a crisis sometimes, I still don't listen, drink a sedative and go to work. I work in agriculture because you don't have much opportunity to work in the countryside. With what I can afford, it is very difficult. I always try to provide food, the basic things. But for visits I never took the girls. Elvis since her father's, does not eat, no appetite. Also from the many tears, I'm afraid there are problems with my eyes. Because he often tells me that it hurts. But, I have no opportunity to visit.
If anyone would help me I would not forget it for life. Maybe my daughters will tell her tomorrow that their help won't go away. And it could be a ray of sunshine for a new life for us. ?
Although fate seems to be condemning Elvis and Rosella, we can all hope for a new beginning.
