Greetings! I want to tell you a story and I prefer to remain anonymous. I remembered the biggest pain of my life when I saw the last series of the series (#Love #Likes #Tirana) and heard Lina's story about her abortions.
(In the final series of #LLT, Lina shows she has 3 abortions in the past because she did not think she was the right time to become a mother).
In fact, "I remembered" is not the right word, since I say the right I have never forgotten. I think every day, every minute to be mine. It's inevitable. Anyone who has tried and understands the pain that leaves behind the loss of a child you have been waiting for, for which you have thought everything, from garments to name.
After 1 year of continuous effort, I finally got the most exciting life story. I was pregnant. So I was as unbelievable as you believe that I did more than 10 tests to convince myself.
The first weeks were really terrible as it seemed to me not to wake up the next day. It was impossible for me to eat, since I swore everything. Given the problems, everyone told me that I was a girl, but I felt that I would become a boy's mom. I was about 2 months old and it was impossible to understand gender, so I never knew. I did not know why he / she fled.
One day, I went routine to gynecology. To be honest, I noticed some strange views between her and my partner, but I passed the situation because I did not feel well physically. He finished the visit and she gave us the number so we could contact him in case of concern, as if we did not have the number of the clinic. Well, again, I did not catch anything. Or better to say, I doubted, but so.
I have never been jealous, but I turned to another man. I saw with doubt every move he did.
I'm not getting too long. One day when I found the opportunity to check my phone, I saw talking and met with an X person. The meeting ended in sex as far as I understood from the conversation. From the photo on WhatsApp, I saw that it was gynecology. The world has ruined me.
1 week tears, insomnia, stress and pain. He denied everything, with the greatest incapacity. Concerns seemed to have been fatal to the baby after abortion. I'm not talking about the awesome moment, maybe next time. Maybe never.
I ended our connection without thinking twice. I could not forgive someone and stay afraid that someone else, perhaps the future gynecologist would return to his lover, "- wrote an anonymous woman in Anabel Magazine, Facebook.
