"My life is fulfilled and active: run, play music, I love reading, watching movies and writing, worshiping my friends and spending time with my family. in which I stand and consider myself a normal man standing on the ground, surprisingly I had no luck in love, considering I'm 46 and a virgin, maybe I should not call myself normal.
Three times I found myself drunk in bed with three different women, but every time I'm confused and never finished the act. Even though I enjoyed it, I was frightened. I also had other opportunities: two with two married women, but I would not be part of an extramarital affair, and one with a woman who offered to have sex with me because she was sorry, but she was not did my ego well. I've considered sex with a prostitute, but I do not think it's the right choice. Sometimes, I did a massage, just to feel a woman's touch for an hour.
Socialization is difficult when you are always single, but people have given up and are no longer interested in my romantic life. Like most men, sex goes to my mind often, I wonder how it is, what a mind to forgive.
They say good things come slowly, but I wonder how slowly. Even if I meet someone, how will I explain my virginity? I'm afraid that this fact will spoil me from the beginning and I have almost given up the idea that I will be so all my life. Hope to the contrary. "
Written by an anonymous man for The Guardian
