I love my husband, but he's focused on career and revenue generation. It is depressed, antisocial and very possessive. We have been sex for 5 years. I am very honest in nature, artistic, I like to go out with people and undertake a plan to improve myself.

I worked for a personal trainer and started exercising with him. He is so close to me, many times more than my spouse. We eat lunch together, talk about different things, laugh and sometimes we find ourselves doing some kind of childish gesture.

The problem is that I'm starting to fall in love with her. My husband refuses to get help to save the marriage while I'm afraid of divorce. On the other hand, I am tired of lack of sex, fondness and love. Do I have the right to have a relationship outside of marriage?